When I mentioned to a counselor that I was seeing, that I believed our family had been cursed, as the same issues kept coming up, over and over again, she did all but roll her eyes at me, as she explained that I was having obsessive thinking. There was no such thing as a family curse~ nor could family members pass on the same experiences over and over again. I left it at that, but the thought continued to nag over and over in my mind.
Like every family, we have our share of issues~~ the areas that bring deep shame, the ones we feel guilty about, the experiences that still have us counting to 10 so we don’t lose our temper. That’s what family is all about, right?
So often, we get so caught up in our own experiences, that we don’t connect the dots to what our family…
If you could ask your Higher Self anything, what would it be? How would you want the conversation to go? Read on to hear my experiences in talking to the highest part of my being… a unique journey that has opened me up on so many levels.
A few weeks ago, I had a video on my Facebook feed that kept showing up from Suzanne Bertolas for a Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique (QHHT) session. Suzanne was looking for volunteers for a new practice that she was learning. At first, I didn’t pay attention, but when it continued to show up, I decided to take the leap, without really understanding what I was getting myself into.
Suzanne got me booked in for this past week, and gave me instructions to fill out some forms, and write down about 20 questions that I wanted answers to, so that I could ask my higher self.
I arrived on the day, and was greeted with Suzanne’s warm disposition. We sat and talked for about an hour and a half before the session started, to put me at ease, and so she could get a better understanding of who I am before the session started.
QHHT was developed by Dolores Cannon as a unique hypnosis session, that can take you into a past life and then connect you with your Higher Self, to bring forward information, understanding and healing. Like many hypnosis sessions, there is the count down into a more relaxed state, however, in this particular session, rather than going to the Beta state, you are going to the Theta state, which is much deeper and feels more connected to the Soul’s energy.
For myself, it was as though I was beside myself, hearing myself speak, and yet experiencing within my mind’s eye what was actually happening.
I first traveled to a land with pyramids. Although it was not Egypt as we know it today. There was a lot of sand around these pyramids and the land went on forever. I was a young girl in my early twenties named Parmella. My father held the throne, and he was a very greedy man, and very possessive of his belongings, his temple and his family. I admitted to flirting with my guard, Osteff, so that I could get out of the pyramid, and talk to the town’s people. I was very interested in what their stories were, and what they had to share with the world. I was heavily invested in their lives, but I couldn’t do much more than hear their stories, as my father would kill me if he knew I was talking to those of average citizenship.
I was also a ‘seer’~~ I had visions of what was to come of the land, the pyramid-temple that we lived and my father especially. I knew there would be an uprising of the citizens and that they would kill my father. I did not tell him, as he didn’t like to hear of my gifts of vision, and I knew he would kill me if I shared these with him. I wore a white plain dress, with many crystals around my wrists and neckline (almost as though they were the edging for the material…. very tiny little beads). I specifically liked to wear lapis lazuli, garnet and carnelian.
The time came when my father was overthrown from the pyramid-temple, and the ‘villiage-people’ were able to thrive once again. They went from living in total disarray, to living in lush greenery; from having very little to eat, to having feasts; and from not being able to enter the pyramid, to the doors always being open for everyone to come and go as they pleased.
At this time, I met Marelek (my husband Jon, in this lifetime) The feelings within my heart center at this encounter can not be described with words. I felt myself opening up to him completely, and continued to say, ‘He sees me. He sees the real me’. In my mind, I knew that he had dreamt of me, and seen that I had these gifts, and he decided to find me, based on his dream alone.
We married, and became the couple of the temple. We had a daughter together, and everything was flourishing.
Greed was a huge theme in this life, and while my husband and myself did not seem to suffer from greed, it was the greed of others that continued to hurt us. My last breath in that lifetime, was watching many arrows in my husband’s back as people who wanted the temple killed him, and killed me as well (again from arrows in the back… 4 to be exact).
I was very understanding in this lifetime of the human experience, and the way that the humans interacted with one another, and how their own ego-driven desires could corrupt them.
After floating from my physical body as Parmella in that lifetime, I went to meet my Higher Self, and to speak with her about issues that I am having in my life at this time. This is where the 20 questions that I had written down would be used, so that I could ask my higher self what it wanted to say to me.
At this point in the session, I became very ‘outside of myself’ and listening to myself, without being outside of myself. Yes, it may sound crazy, but it’s something that you will have to experience to fully understand!
After my session, I felt as though I needed some more time to process everything. There was a lot of information that came forward, and it felt as though a few seedlings had been planted, however, what I didn’t expect was for the session to continue on, even days later, as I continued to integrate the energies that I experienced in the session.
On the first night, my Higher Self came back to me in a dream. She placed one hand on my lower spine, and one hand on the base of my neck, holding the energy, and realigning me with my Soul’s purpose. When I asked her what she was doing, she said, ‘Only continuing what you have started’.
On the second day, I could see. I am an intuitive and a psychic medium. I often see images in my mind’s eye, however, on the second day, when a client walked in, I clearly seen a purple glow around her, and the Spirit team that she showed up with. I had never experienced anything so clearly.
My Higher Self was delivering! One question that I had for my higher self had to do with my healing modality that I am developing, the Ohana Generational Healing. She told me to just leave it, and she would bring forward the right people. Since the session, I have booked 4 new people in for a session and signed 2 up for classes.
I started to connect the dots, knowing my Higher Self has been around before. There are two times in my past, that I am able to see that my Higher Self was stepping in, in it’s greatest form, to help me along my journey.
In the first instance, I was in a past life, as a witch doctor in the 14th century. I was killed by the people of the church for not converting to their religion. The thoughts that went through my mind at that time were pure love and forgiveness, exactly as I had experienced in the lifetime as Parmella, when I was shot in the back with arrows.
The second instance, was a period in this lifetime, when I was met by a stranger on the bus, who, told me quite drunkenly, to continue to write my stories, as everyone has a story to tell, and the only way to heal the world, is to hear the stories that people have to share. This was the same message that Parmella understood, at a very deep level, when she went out to speak to her town’s people.
All in all, I was very impressed with the experience. I have so much more to share, and yet feel that this is long enough for today! If you have been thinking about getting a QHHT session, book with Suzanne here . I highly recommend this for anyone wanting some deeper assurance about where they are in their life’s path, and work.